"I'm remembering my brothers all the time," said Ayman Derbali, a father of three who survived the attack on Jan. 26. 2017, and is regarded as a hero by his fellow worshippers for putting himself into the line of fire so they might be spared.
"I have not yet healed," said Boufeldja Benabdallah, a co-founder of the Quebec Islamic Cultural Centre.
"This tragedy has left a permanent scar on the hearts of many of our fellow citizens," said Quebec City Mayor Régis Labeaume.
The three men were on hand for the dedication of a memorial to the six victims who died in the attack — Ibrahima Barry, Mamadou Tanou Barry, Khaled Belkacemi, Abdelkrim Hassane, Azzedine Soufane and Aboubaker Thabti.
It is also dedicated to the more than 40 people who suffered injuries and their families as well as to the community that rose to support them.
The memorial, which is on two sites — across Route de l'Église from one another — was designed by Quebec City artist Luce Pelletier and built using $440,000 raised from the municipal, Quebec and Canadian governments.
Pelletier imagined the work as an homage to resilience and unity. Titled 'Vivre ensemble,' the memorial features three plinths with the names of the dead inscribed, each of them connected by an arabesque of intertwined silver leaves.
They were cast from maple and elm leaves Pelletier gathered from the grounds of the mosque, their adopted home, and have been stylized to reflect the artistic traditions of the countries the men were born in: Algeria, Tunisia, Morocco, the Republic of Guinea.
The leaves symbolize the ties that bind us all together. "The other," Pelletier said, "is us."
Derbali, who drove past the site last Friday hoping to catch a glimpse ("It was still covered up," he said), was plainly touched by the memorial.
"It's like a bridge between the church and the mosque, between Christians and Muslims ... all the citizens of Quebec City and Canadians in general," he said. "It's very significant."
Several of the other victims' families were also in attendance. Benabdallah described them as "serene."
Benabdallah pointed out the practice of Islam involves esthetic considerations — "You wear your finest clothes to attend the mosque," he said — and linked it to the stark beauty of the memorial.
"The joy of looking at something beautiful is calming," he said.
It fell to Labeaume to address the elephant in the room: last week, Statistics Canada issued a report on hate crimes in 2019 and Quebec City ranked fourth highest in the country at 8.6 events per 100,000 inhabitants.
"Quebec City has an undercurrent of hatred. There are people who will dig into the depths of the human belly and who will make money with it," he said, alluding to the city's famously caustic talk-radio stations. "That's racism, or blatant prejudice."
Benabdallah said "the statistics are the statistics, we can't run away from them," but added he has personally witnessed a new openness in his interactions in the city since the attack.
In any event, he said, "a society is built through ups and downs. One dares hope the ups end up dominating."
Source: CBC News