
It's interesting how "wearing a piece of cloth on your head" - specifically, a hijab - can feel so unsafe, says Katouh.
"It does make you a target way more when people can immediately clock that you're Muslim. … As a hijabi woman, you basically have a target on your back.
"This is something that a lot of Muslim women deal with. We talk about it a lot within our communities," the award-winning writer and pharmacist tells Saturday Morning.
While most people are kind and accepting towards Katouh as a young woman wearing a hijab, she says a "too loud" minority have been racist towards her. Discerning that from honest curiosity or general rudeness can be a challenge, too.
"It makes it difficult to live sometimes because you're like, 'Were they just having a bad day or was it really something deeper than that?' Unfortunately, you spend a lot of time just doubting yourself, and asking those questions is not particularly helpful when you're just trying to go about your life as a person in the world."
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For over two decades, the writer says she lived as an "apologetic Muslim", trying to make herself as small and quiet as possible.
"It was only in my mid-20s that I realized, 'What am I doing? Why am I acting like this? I didn't do anything wrong.'"
"I live in this world as a contributing individual. I'm responsible for my actions towards people. I'm responsible for my actions towards this earth. I'm made for this earth, to make it better."
Source: rnz.co.nz